SCARED ?

I think .. i'm scared of having new relationships with other guys .
I'm so easily broked down now /.\
So easily , be unhappy but very happy good lucky all the time . 
HAHA .
Hmmm .. OH MG GUYS =='
Give me headaches all the time . HAHA .
I'm not really the kind of socialising girl till this year . I on facebook to add people that i know or people that i think its pretty or just feel like adding them . HAHA . 
But then , when it comes to people adding me , i'l think .
' Why should i approve ? '
' Is he/she's a bad guy ? ' 
' What does 'he/she want from me ? '

Somethin like that . I know it sounds stupid but still , cautious .
After approving a new problem comes . ADMIRERS .
Seriously ?
I dont even know this guy then WHO IS HE TO TELL ME THAT HE'S INTERESTED WITH ME ?
We just small chat for a while then all of da sudden ? Seriously , DAFxx ? 
I dont like it lol . HAHA . 
I just can't stand that kind of stress . I hope i can have my own personal space . 
Don't know why . 
I feel like doesn't want others to know my true feelings , feel like hiding all inside .
At the same time , i feel like having a special person who's always there for me . 
I met many good guys but i just can't have special expectations for them .
NOW , I MET YOU .
Are we ohkay ? Or should i just walk away ?
Give me some time , and i'l decide one day .