YOU

YOU , who stoled my courage to love again ,
YOU , who broked my heart deeply inside ,
YOU , who made me believed in word that never truly excisted ,
YOU , who once make me believe in love ,and now not anymore ..

HAHA .

I dont wanna write bout this actually , but , it's my blog n i have the rights to write down what i felt :)
And i dint update my blog long time jorr ;)
Well , yeah . Think bout u ? Once in a blue moon too . Cause u're good , u're really good .
Makes me have a different kind of thinking towards this world :)
But alas , our personality doesn't match . You know what ? I LOVED YOU  .
I truly do . And it's true . Not fake at all and this time , i know it's LOVE :) instead of LIKE .
I know the difference , Yes , maybe i misjudged you .
I tried to change you , to become a better son for your mum and dad . Just to prove to you , your parents and me that being with me you can be a better person . I tried . Very very hard :')

After we're apart , i realised that i've lost you for having that kind of thinking . So funny , huh ?
For just having good thoughts for you when you can't / hard to accept the way i treated you .
It's not your fault . I've tried to control you . That's why . Instead of changing you through the right way , i chosed the hard way . Becuase of my ego , and being arrogant . HAHA .

I know , it's too late . Seriously , i've let you go .
But i dont wanna forget you . You make me feel appreciated , for the 1st time . Although you're the 5th guy i dated . It's all worth it :) I LOVE YOU . Still do , a little bit .
Cause i stil remember you . You changed my mind . Now i'm becoming more mature , and i love myself more . Thanks to you . Thank YOU , for everything .