skin care ?

okayy , kaayyy !

competition on 9th april n i HAVENT really train juniors asas yett .
well , dey already knw how it walks likke but hell , i DONT ><
we've trained quite alot dayss n i realised tatt my girls keep on talking on fair skin n all .
haha .

tatt dayy my mum asked me : ' wad kind of seni class ur having ? participate on seni class til u paint ur self with 3 tones colour ? '
i was like : '.... =='' .... haha xD '

well , i made a decision tat after all d competition , i want my skin fair n pretty back xD
haha :DD its kinda hard cuz i like to walkk under d sun during evening :)
hmm ~ im gonna take care of my FACE skin 4 sure ~~
dun wan it to look unhealthy n all >< erhhh ><

d last time i remember of being fair is when i'm form 1 .
owhh my goshh @@ that's 4 yearss agoo ><
hehe :D tats a long time ~
hee x) im soooo excited ~ hahaa xD

Cheer Up

heyy , i was feeling WEIRD y u suddenlyy didnt reply my msg n all ,

but its a gud thing i didnt call u tatt day .

i know wwat happened nww , n i cant change anything .

wad happened has happened , we're HUMAN . we cant doo anything bout it .

juz MOVE ON n LIVE our life . CHEER UP , tats all i can say .

heyy , u're one of my good BUDDYS , i dont wanna u 2 be sadd alwayss .

we had a LIFE we had our FATE . we cant CHANGE everything the way we want it anyway .

so come on , dont keep the SADNESS on ur own .

by the way , i can talk to u if u had anything to sayy :)

heyy , dont keep on SOBER , cuz it'l make ur sorrow feels more ever .

n u'l juz keep DROPPING ur tears over n over .

its ok to MISS an old face , but make sure u dont have tears on ur own face .

LIFE is not always SICK , i'tl be SWEET if u think POSITIVE .

heyy , no more SADNESS, ok ?

all u nid is to BUY TIME , n i'l watch u while it PASS BY .

dont be FOOLISH otherwise u'l LOSE urself .

when the time is RIPE n u feel FINE ,

i'l send my REGARDS 2 u as a good sign .

CHEER UP , MY FIREND :)

thx 4 cheering me up last time , noww is myy turnn ;)

Can I cry ?

if there's a chance ,
i wanted 2 cry everyday in my life .
i'm tired of these argueings n judgegings ,
i wanted 2 be me who i am n always is .

i've changed ..
n i realised tat .

its so hard 4 everything 2 go back .
i lost myself n my innocent tat ppl 'hacked' .
haha . m i ?
things r getting more n more complicated .
n im getting more n more emo .
trying so hard not to lose control ,
dont want myself to be a fool ,
always wanted to look nice n cool ,
but people makes it hard 4 me to do ..

ahh ..
i stil remmeber ,
i lock everyth up in myself ..
im so tired of it ..
i cried nearly everyday at tat time ..
but now ,
i know how to say my feelings out loud .
but too loud tat make people thinks tat im proud .
being straightforward is a problem ,
but its stil better den being sum1 who is speechless ..

i always wanted to be like tat ..
SPEECHLESS
no 1 will know wad i think or what i want .
no 1 wil cum near me n i'l juz be alone .
sumtimes making frens with animals is better then making frens with humans dough .
its true ! haha :D

i like to help ppl , i like to appreciate wat others do 4 me or 4 any1 .
reality is always cruel ..
it'l tear my heart 2 pieces n let it broke juz like tat .
'its ok , i can fix it up.'
but i cant ... i cant do tat anymore ...
i knw how it feels to lose hope nw .
i knw how it feels to lost everyth .
i knw how , to make myself feels even more worser n not better ..

i usually thought tat i shouldnt cry cuz i dun wanna let any1 get worried .
but i cant stand it now ,


CAN I CRY ?

自责 ..

偶尔想一想，
人生就是这么伤，
讲了又讲，也不是一样？
说了又说，
也不是不能解脱？

哥，别这样下去了 ..
我受不了 ..
我到底又做了什么？
告诉我好不好？
我改 ..

是当时不小心太绝的关系么？
告诉你真相就是绝么？就是错么？
难道你要我开着眼睛说谎话 .. ？
我做不到 ..

你就打算这样一直对我不理不睬 ？
假装从没认识过我，曾有这个妹么？
我还忘不了，那天在车上，
你突然握住我的手指 ..
一时的动触，　动摇了我的心 ..
是我自己否认，不小心伤了你 ..

拜托，回我 ..
讲，你到底要我怎么做 ..
我才不觉得自己在做错 ..


我才不必那么的自责 ..