SUICIDE

Well .. This is my first time saying things like this and think abit bout it , but ...
I feel like going 2 suicide myself ..

im so tired of all this drama going on , people have 2 be so dramatic ,
problems that i didnt want 2 face n INVINCIBLE STRESS that i had .
Pity me .

hahah .. i dont think no one understand how i feel now , even if i tell them they dont feel like wanted to know ?
then better DONT ..

I had experience of cutting my hand this year that looks like getting scratched by a cat .
Maybe i needed that .. Doing that really can let myself feel better ?
I Think so .. but im not sure .

I know its silly to think like this but everytime i thought of the problems and all i feel ..
SCARED .... LONELY .... LOST .... POWERLESS .... USELESS and MEANINGLESS .

Felt like nobody's at my side anymore ..
i've got who ? NOBODY





who am i anyway ?
doesnt matter anymore ....