Selfish ..

u told me tat im selfish .. n u say he also said tat ..

...







SELFISH ?







am i selfish ..? ...

yeah .. i think so .. im very selfish ..









im getting more n more selfish this year ..

oh no , what had i've become ..? u lost everybody now ..

No .. ;(

but , thanks 4 being my friend then being my enemy ..

preciate that ;)



stress , blurred my eyes within .

hatred , makes me hate myself eben more .

frens , lost em cuz d wrong decision that i made .

But still , i wanted 2 be strong .

no more tears that i should drop on ,

no more argueing with d best guy i once had .

no more regrets for what i done .



ANNA , stop being so pathetic now ..

u dont need anyone's shoulder anymore .

SUICIDE

Well .. This is my first time saying things like this and think abit bout it , but ...
I feel like going 2 suicide myself ..

im so tired of all this drama going on , people have 2 be so dramatic ,
problems that i didnt want 2 face n INVINCIBLE STRESS that i had .
Pity me .

hahah .. i dont think no one understand how i feel now , even if i tell them they dont feel like wanted to know ?
then better DONT ..

I had experience of cutting my hand this year that looks like getting scratched by a cat .
Maybe i needed that .. Doing that really can let myself feel better ?
I Think so .. but im not sure .

I know its silly to think like this but everytime i thought of the problems and all i feel ..
SCARED .... LONELY .... LOST .... POWERLESS .... USELESS and MEANINGLESS .

Felt like nobody's at my side anymore ..
i've got who ? NOBODY





who am i anyway ?
doesnt matter anymore ....

single-again ..

finally , i've 'lost' him .. isit ?

i think 'lost' is not the word , is let go ..

so pity cuz he act without thinking . kinda pisses me though .

i dun like guy who told me , we're done n d next day he wanted me back .

i was like .. wad the heck ?

it's ok if u think we're done but u're d 1st who told me tat .

tat makes me pissed .

but still ,

finally ...

SiNgLe AgAiN . =)

patah semangat-ing

i cant stand it .. ape yg da blaku niih ? silap sape skrng ? tau due2 pn trslp ..?
i da x tahan nk rimas2 , nangis2 camni . tp i pn xnk lpazkn dye sbb i btul2 sygkn dye ..
td mase bace blog dye nk ckp epy pn ade epy sket .. nk ckp sdih tuh bnyk gakk ahh ..
epy sbb dye syg , risau psl i ..
sdih sbb i da sakitkn ati dye ..
bile nmpk dye 2lis kakqyla jerr i tringt mase dulu .. i pn akak kau jugak an ? tp skrng da x same ..
rase pelik jerr bile nmpk dye 2lis kakqila cuz rase qyla cam da gnti tmpat i ..
nk ckp jeles pn x ahh , cuz i pn ade adik 'bru' ..
adik-bradik xde soal gnti x gnti so xde la perasaan yg over .

i admit tat mayb i dnt think bout u like u think bout me .
im not sad like u now but i am emo more den u .
i feel like wanted 2 push everyth away jz 4 a temporary time so i can relax ..

kalo da prcaya nape nk was2 ?
kalo da syg nape nk ragu lg ?
kalo da sedih nape nk memaksa ?
jgn la paksa diri tuk snyum sdngkn dlm ati da start nangis ..
jgnla nk tahan kalo air mata da mengalir kuar ..

i da xtau nk camne la syg .. dah .. bun2 ..
jgn sbb kerinduan tuk each other hncurkan segalanye ..