perfect timing..

我不知为什么...

每当我踏出我的第一步之后，他就会不让我踏出第二步...

他会让我从‘一’，走回到‘零’...

会让我感到好伤心...

haha..

i always make any decision at a timing that is not right..

i'll just injured myself..

keep injuring my wounded heart..

cuz the world is too cruel for me..

i always told myself:

StOP fUc*iNg AbOut sOmEbOdY eLse

iF I caNT EveN FuCk MySelF...

cuz i'll just ended beeing hurt badly..

but i realised tat even i told myself this, i still wont change the world..

it'll just make me sleep for a few nights...

and for the other nights i'll just cry myself till the ending of the night...

cuz there just a few of people who realised this reason..

so im just a ReTArDEd AND StuPid person in this world..

i wanted everyone to smile but the one who's crying is still me..

im just a leftover that nobody will realised and there wont be a person who will saW

this leftover..

if there's a CHANCE for me..i hope i'm not this happier..

i dont want everything that i had before..because is useless for me..

i rather had a SAD and TRAGEDY past..

so i wont live in a life where's there presents any hope.

this is my CHOICE.

CuZ LiFE Is cRUeL And LETS FUc* BoUT ThiS ComPliCateD LiFE