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你，是在两年前和我一起读3J的班的同学。当时，我们彼此都不认识对方。开学时，我以为你是要引人注目所以和老师比较友善，也认为可能你的成绩很好？没想到，第一次考试的成绩都不会好到哪里去~哈哈~（我好衰哦 >< ）日子久了，发现到你很情绪化，很鲁莽，很辛苦也很可怜 .. 可惜，当时的我们关系很平淡，我也没什么帮你除了听你诉苦。
去年，我们刚好又读同一班。我记得你问过我能不能和你一起坐，因为你没什么认识的人。我拒绝了因为我已经答应thurga要坐她旁边。你知不知道，其实我后悔过拒绝你？去年每次看你能和aien谈得那么开心，秘密也常告诉她，悄悄话也很多，总是让我感到好奇你们到底在讲什么。我很想参进你们的话题，但不知道该怎么做你才肯share给我谈。或许，是我想太多，我觉得你不信任我，所以什么都不讲给我听。我也觉得，你是个不好的榜样。明明会辨认是非，还自残之类的。真不明白，为什么你要这么做。我会这样想，也是因为不够了解你。抱歉，误会你了 .. 今年，原本还是一样没什么改变，但，自从你那天向我求救后，我发现我想保护你。 你很累了，我明白。今天你一直讲你生下来是被别人讨厌的，你错了 .. 你错了，因为我并不讨厌你。我倒是很疼很疼你。那天，你在班上叫我，说：“要毕业了叻！”若你是在前几个月讲这句的话，我会说我很开心！ 不过现在 .. 我不知要给你什么反应。只给了一个苦笑，要开口说：“嗯咯 .. 不想毕业叻 ” 的时候， 你早我一步说：“好开心哦！” 之后，就转头了 .. 我瞬间傻了眼。 也领悟到，我舍不得你。你的背影，你的笑容，你的眼泪，你的一举一动，明年或许见不到了 .. 就算见到，那之后那几年呢？毕业后，我们还会联络么？ .. 我不敢想象。你教了我，如何看透一个人的真面目。保护自己，虽然方法不是很好 .. 你让我看到你最软弱及不知所措的一面，我很感谢你 .. 因为我知道，多多少少你还是信得过我。我真的很疼，你这位朋友。几年后，我希望你在面对不了挫折的时候会想到我。在需要依靠的时候，知道我随时准备陪你渡过难关。在一个人回想往事的时候，想到我们 Q FAT J 这组人。 因为我，是不会忘了你的 :') 我爱你，我的朋友。

WISMA MCA LECTURE

kayy , 2day went to a lecture bout spm english ? i think . starts at 2 ends at 5 . D thing is , me n Li Ting were late 45-50 minutes thr. haha . y ? cuz we took d wrong train . HELL , its so freakin tiring to go one place tat i nvr went b4 == Well , 2day's my 1st time taking underground train also . hehe . so fun ^^ when we're bout to arrive thr , starts raining ! RUN RUN RUN ! my jeans r slipping n OMG ! jus a lil bit more ... >< ! we breathed as hard as we could inside the building , workers welcomed us with a smile n ask us to chill down . inside the're so manyy ppl yaaww . gud thing d lecturer --- ERIC CHONG , stil save some points when we get there . Lucky ! yeahh i know what to do now (i think :p) n d lecture helps me too :) hope i'l start my study immediately :P

06/08/2011 basketball is my new LOVE

Yeahhhh ~ today basketball competition for 1 MURID 1 SUKAN in my skul _SMJK YU HUA , KAJANG . 1st round , my team are like SUCKERS mannnn !!! gosh ! we sucked !! the other team are like warming up but not much . OMG ! i was like :' doomeddd ' Wad reli pissed me in the morning is , our captain - AIN didnt show up . every one was thinkin : 'wad the hell ?! ' FREAKIN OUTT ! Wad should we do ??? after 1st round i was pissed with thurga cuz i thought she was bein a star on the show n 2nd round made me even more pissed cuz she replace other gurls instead of lettin me out . Woaaahhh TIME OUT ! how could u ? but its ok , i misunderstanded so , SORRY :P 3rd round im in and WOAAAHH .. my chest hurts .. especially when the heart is pumping so strongly . i cant breath with my nose cuz all the mucus stucked thr == i got think whether im gonna faint or wad . so scaredd >< Thurga told me tat we're having semi-final at 2 sumthin . she wanted me to go , i was like , sure, cool . Cuz of goin to semi-final , i am sooooo thirsty so i BUKA PUASA == bought chrysanthemum tea n a bread to eat . kinda PAISEH to eat 'out loud' so eat at GREENHOUSE lol . Nobody's thr wad ? but in the end im not on stage again ~ == pphhht ! and so with the last round == i wanted feel the glory of getting the 2nd place but noooo ><''' its ok , we've won wad ? :D my first time playin basketball in a competition(i never played basketball in competition b4 , but when form one got play as a game in pj class once . ONCE only lehh !) ~ AAAUUWWW ! shuang ahah ! xD here comes a new LOVE for me in sports ! xD