cheer up , my dear ex-boyfriend :)

wooaahh ! 2dayy is a suprising day ? my ex-boyfriend ---- Benjamin Ooi Soon Aun ---- jus talked to me ?! oh myy goshh !! tat is d 1st time we've talked aftter a year tat we've broke up . well have to say im pity to himm ... i stil remember what he said to me when we're form 3 n nw .. maybe he lost friends because of his arrogant . maybe he didnt realise it but i dont have d guts to tell him .. he looked so sad , so lost . he broke up with his girlfriend ----Mabel Foo ---- becuz the gurl said tat she wanted to be single for so suddenly . i was at heritage ordered drinks n food with my DADA n IKKI -- my bro . he sms me asking wanted to talk so i went back to school for awhile to 'talk' . i felt weird y so suddenly he wanted to talk , it must be sumthin important . haha , i must say im shocked tats y im writing this thing in my blog nw xD he told me whole storyy n all . i notice tat he didnt know whats the problem either . poor thing :( but everytime he says : 'after i break up with u ...' 'after we break up ...' i felt weird bout it . so weird tat he keep saying tat . haha xp he tell me what he thinks bout his life now n yeaahh his lonely without not much friends .. haiizz . i cant help though . maybe he suddenly find me to talk is becuz when we've 1st couple im a very good caunselor ? sorry to tell ya but i've changed . i've changed very emotional n even hurt myself last year .. i cant help u knw , but im stil here for you . so , wish u luck ---- my dear ex-boyfriend :)

13.4.2011

Oh yeahh ~ We've won xD Im so touched ;) okayy , I woke up at 5 todayy n hell i was shocked when i saw the time . i immediatly jump off my bed wore my half-pants . (to be honest i didnt have the time to take a shower >< ) i was soooo scared tat im gonna be late or cant make it in time to IPPD , KAJANG cuz i need to fetch my fren : Yee Chien den go 2 skul / cabin to take our beret's n all . She called me yesterdayy n i tell her to wait me at 5AM . But i woke up late , ahhh Im soryy >< when i went to her house is already 5.20am , i was like : 'woahhh ... ' the clock is ticking n im freaked out ! @@ but in the end i manage to arrive there at 5.35am (i think) n I'M NOT THE LAST PERSON TO BE THERE . why ? cuz 10 person are NOT THERE yet . i was like , 'WAD ? == ' i suddenly felt so funny tat i have to be so worry and all =='' . But still , im relieved ~ im thr nw ~ well , we left at 6.10am cuz wating 4 a stupid junior still she made it thr with us . Arrive at KLANG duno wad time n everyone was thr edy . Ooaah , so scawy >< my heart keep jumping quickly , i was trying to calm myself down . The most important thing at tat time is : i NEED TO GO TOILET !! Its a PAIN to keep holding it n unable to do anyth >< ! I was running (fast walking exactly) to the toilet n fuuhhh . haha xD okay , NEXT >>>> in the field , i felt like going to faint , dont knw y so tired n felt like gonna hug d grass xD keep talking to Piggy bout leftside who's gonna faint rightside who's sitting down n infront who's suddenly fell or already down till its time to start the competition . Well we do everyth n all we have to do nw is wait for the result . Watched performance from the UNIT KUDA n haa enjoyyed it lol x) the horsers are soo 'cool' . One of the horses has a pretty tail , ahhh i want my hair to be just like tat ! xD NEXT >>>> when the result are being announce , i dont wanna hope too much like last time . So sad man . Guys 1st : 3rd place goes to -- Shah Alam , 2nd price goes to -- Hulu Selangor . Tat time i was thinking theres no way we can win . N d 1st prize goes to ------------ (music -- urghh i don wanna hope too much >< ) Ibu Pejabat Polis ... ( huh ? mana tu? ) -----KAJANG !!! yeahhh !!!! woaahh ! aarghh !! xD We've won ?! i cant believe it xDD okay , tats guys , not us ! We're gurls >< okayy , its time for gurls ! 3rd place goes to -- Sepang , 2nd place goes to -- Kajang ( wad?? @@) [ well yeah wif sum woah2 yeah2 n all xD] 1st place goes to -------- (music) Shah alam ( precdited ~) den kommander guys got the 1st place again n gurls got 3rd place . Not bad teach x) gaining the 1st experience n u've won a price back :D in the end , KAJANG is the best lol ~ We've got the big cup back with us xD wooohoo !!!! yeahh baby ! hell GOMBAK won nth at all ! I stil remember when we just met on 12april dey werw like : ' hi , we're from gombak' n all . haha . well i dont remember dey say congratez to us or bye to us . So long suckers ! xD senior , we didnt failed u . Im so proud 4 being ur last badge n we proved ourself of wining this competition with the place tat u used to won at 2007 . Thanks for being my senior n im glad to meet u . U let me join this family this is my 1st family when im in high school . And im proud of it :)

Losed

Well , tis is it . cant do anyth bout it lol .. We've lost .. but its ok , cuz i knw the judges are being unfair . Im so mad at 1st , den only i realised tat , its stupid 4 me 2 be angry . But still , im pissed . Very unpleasant with the result . Those judges , do they even think of our hardwork 4 tiz competition ? Do they know the feel of standing under the hot sun for so many hours in a week ? The boredness or tiredness of doing the same thing over n over again ? NO ! They just simply let their own school win easily without even bother how awful they walk or wadever lah ! When i saw other schools people crying of happiness , i was thinking : ' we're the one who deseve tat present . we're the one who should having tears of happiness .. ' Then ? Here it is . Nothing . haiz ... mama gonna cry 2night . Uhh-ohh . How ? so sad ... i felt tat the judges are making us feeling stupid . I'l just accept the facts . Im not foolish enought to keep moody-ing because of this competition . Cuz it means a lot to me .. Thank u girls , for making n shared a wonderful memory with me . Although we didnt win , But we tried our best . Most importantly , 我输得起！

TOMORROW'S THE DAYY

Omg im so scared .. n nervous ! Tomorrow is d day . D big day tat we've been waiting for so long . huhh ... Hope everyth's fine n hope i wont do anyth wrong . jus so scared lol . After next week competition , i hope i can concentrate on my studies . scared i might not catch up . oh myy gosssshh ! >< we're d 1st group ! aarghhh @@ ! haizz ... well , gonna try mah best for suwwere . hmm . hehe :D gonna meet old frens thr , n muchh more . Last time for tiz kind of competition though . Cant reli convince myself we're gonna win but try its ok , we can do it . dun wanna hope too much but dun wanna lose hope either :) girls , lets do it !